[18:50, 4.3.2026] Marco: Hey Chatsongcrew, hey Community,
I want to be honest about why I haven’t been active lately. My life is completely upside down right now. My health isn’t good, a move is coming up, and I’m dealing with several things that all need attention at the same time. I’ve lost my sense of direction, no matter how hard I try to keep it together.
I saw the new points system, but my head is so overloaded that I can’t really understand it at the moment. I want to post more again, I really do — but right now I’m just trying to get through each day without losing track of everything.
After the move, I’m planning to start over in Oldenburg. A normal job isn’t an option for me anymore. The constant pressure from social media — TikTok, Instagram, YouTube, Spotify — plus endless messages, spam, phishing attempts… it’s too much. My phone is going crazy, and so am I. And even though I should be proud of what I’ve achieved — over 1 million views on TikTok and 400,000 on Instagram in a single month — I can’t feel any joy because my life situation is weighing me down so heavily.
Right now, music isn’t creativity for me. It’s an escape from reality. It’s the only place where I can breathe for a moment, because everything else feels overwhelming. The combination of unemployment, being alone, and the constant pressure to “finally achieve something” is eating me alive. I forget important things, I lose focus, and I feel like everything is slipping out of my hands.
That’s why, once the move is done, I’ll be going into a stress recovery program. I need that space to get my mind and my life back under control.
I just wanted to explain why I’ve been so quiet. Thank you for your patience and for putting so much heart into this platform. I hope I’ll have the strength to be more active again soon.
Sonokinesis
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