Chatsongcrew ### DO YOU HAVE A DREAM PROJECT?
3 days before her last brain seizure, my twin sister ANYA was living with me and turned around to say
“Sue, please Keep doing your music, please.. keep writing…”
and I promised her I would,
That was over 10 years ago now as we enter 2026.
I had to learn how to literally function as a person after Anya passed away, and always kept writing in my journals.
With my collection of journals of poetry and prose, all written in large about the cancer experience for both of us, especially from when they became terminal.
Between 2020 - 2024 I began writing lyrics, in 2024 the music, for a collection of songs to dedicate to my twin sister ANYA, who passed away from brain cancer a week before our birthday. It’s a very different relationship to have in your life, from birth, your whole life, and then see that person you have loved completely, go.
It has been the best thing I have done in my life, to keep all my thoughts with Anya in a place other than my heart.
I began getting my writing published in 2013 in magazines, books and collections of poetry and prose. I was now not just an author, I was a songwriter. I learnt how to navigate the industry, how to do everything on my own. this was going to be expensive, exhausting and eventually the greatest thing I have ever done. I did not rest. This meant too much to me.
l finally felt ready to commit my lyrics as copyright from there, and after 2 years of FULL TIME WRITING AND MUSIC COMPOSITION a seriously steep learning curve in all areas of my life to accommodate and further develop the skills necessary. It did matter to me. full time recording, eventually producing and finally releasing 13 songs dedicated to my dear sister.
I have not rested.
LULLABY, AGO, ESCAPE, ONCE, FLYING, NO MORE, HEAVEN, SKY, RAIN, YESTERDAY, MORE OR LESS, REACH YOU, ONLY, and SIDEWAYS including a bonus 3 alterative versions of songs.
I was able to convey the most significant moments in that journey, together.
I will probably never write such strong, emotional and honestly vulnerable lyrics or work so intensively again in my life.
I cannot imagine anything so incredibly moving and consuming from love, experience, and a promise. I was going to keep it.
It was a dream for her….
I made it a dream to attempt to do an album for her…
I did it…
ANYA, The Collection is now complete.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3KPkfqCyMHcO01eVU2CWEG?si=ZokTTnDfRdauG_nF5NzQYA